It’s the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you. When it hits you, I mean really hits you, all these thoughts and questions rush through your head at once. A sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder.

What if for some reason things don’t work out? How are you possibly going to live without them?

Someone that was once a stranger now is the only person you know like the back of your hand. Someone you once had no emotions for, now has the power to break your heart. Someone you used to never hangout with, now owns most of your time. Someone that you thought you’d never love, owns your entire heart. Someone you once lived without, you now wish to hold on forever.

 When they leave — you have no other choice but to live without them.  It’s hard and it hurts and it’s going to stay with you forever but if you really, truly, deeply love this person then … the only thing that makes sense … is to respect their wishes, their wants, their needs — even if these things hurt you beyond comprehension and reason.